Last night ~for now~

This will be nyuu’s last night in the states. Flying off tomorrow. I’ll miss America’s food size so much. I hope mommy will not miss me too much hehe. I’ll blog once I settle into my dorm in Kyoto. Yes, I’ll be in Kyoto for uni. Upon arrival I’ll be staying at a friend’s place in Osaka first though. Nyuu doesn’t feel excited at all right now. Mainly because it doesn’t feel real. Also, I’ll miss mommy so muchie and my polar bear, Julie. I hope they will be healthy and happy. I hope cammy will find a lot of new and interesting things to do for your spring quarter. Everyone enjoy spring! The next blog entry will surely mean that I am in Japan already.

Spring Break Packing

My last final was yesterday morning and so now it is officially spring break. During this time I must start making purchases, which was what I did today and I think I finished buying all the stuff I need in one day for my study abroad. I am leaving in less than a week! Very scary and exciting all at the same time. Today I’ve went to Target first. Unfortunately, the Target near my house did not have the new line of Biore Skin Preservation that I was really excited to get my paws on so I traveled to Wal-mart for that. I was determine. I’ve never ever wanted all the products from a particular line before until I saw this new line from Biore too.

Biore’s new line of Skin Preservation is what I’ve been looking for, it is for girls like my age who are too old for teenage skin products and too young for mature skin products. They are especially targeting me! I still have acne and a maturing skin (doesn’t everyone?) I really want all 5 of the products they currently have out. But that’s way too expensive so little nyuu only bought two of the 5. Biore’s Skin Preservation Collection is rightfully for people who are:

Too old for acne, but too young for wrinkles — Biore’s Skin Preservation collection

The two products that I got: Clean Things Up (face wash) & Dual Fusion (moisturizer) SPF 30!

bad bad girl

I’m sorry for disappearing again. Midterms are finally over for me so I am left with a week before finals starts. Stress, stress…accumlation of stress causes nyuu to break out. I actually did blog, yes I really did. Nyuu just didn’t publish it because it was about video games and then another one about random ramblings. I’m still a commited blogger, I just don’t publish my posts as often as others X3 Ah,  so nyuu has finally recieved the packages of stuff that was sent out to me. Not much, but my favorite item is a makeup pallet that I have been eyeing on for awhile. I believe everyone who uses makeup should learn the art of contouring.

Nyuu actually do draw a lot, and if I were to pick a signature style of my own, it would be playing with layers of colors to form shadows, and just like contouring with makeup. It’s a lot of fun and like this pallet below, you can lightly or heavily transform your face and face structure. No plastic surgery required.

nyuu has not tried this pallet out yet so I can’t review it for you because of my ugly break out, I do not want to be applying anything on my face due to that. I also got a contouring brush, another important thing are those hard-to-find good quality brushes that doesn’t burn a hole into your pocket. Depending on the quality of the brush it can help pick up colors better and give a easier application onto the face. I’ve heard great things about M.A.C.’s brushes, but of course, I can’t picture myself buying one because it is realy expensive even if it is just for one brush it can cost up to $40-60.

the quiet scream

Do you have a perticular song that makes you cry? Even just the sound of it makes you uncontrollably breaking apart? I certainly do, it never fails to make me cry and go into depression for a long period of time, not just for the day, but for a whole month or more. Even three seconds into the song I feel so broken. And then you try listening to other songs, but that aweful sound continues to linger and it is playing over and over inside you. And it isn’t a song you hate, but a song you once love, but oneday it became this terrible sound of you scratching your tears out. Feeding off of the glimpse of what was once a memory, but now a suffocating cry, drowning your scream into this docile coffin, she conceals.