It’s been awhile since my last post. I cannot for the life of me figure out how to squeeze in the time to blog, and I feel like I should explain why.
So here it is…
I work full time now (night shift) and that takes a lot of my energy. And then I intern in the morning and plus I’m still in class. I spend my weekends doing homework and sleeping. I’m literally aching all over and I don’t even know why! A full-time desk job may not be the right fit for me. I like a mixture of walking around and sitting. Or maybe it’s just the environment that’s affecting my attitude in general? It’s probably the latter…
But anyway, instead of typing out everything, here’s a general gist of what happened over the past few weeks:
- Started work – night shifts
- I’m always tired and sleepy
- Realized I’m quite a territorial person
- My eyes got irritated from driving and typing on the computer
- It got even more irritated by just being outside in the daylight
- I’m not getting enough sleep
- I got a speeding ticket
- Received my first paycheck
- My first big paycheck ever, too
- I’m sick of computers
- Got an iPod shuffle in purple, of course
- I’m only happy when it rains (it’s a song, but the statement still holds true)
Shintaro Ohata 「アジサイ」
I would take little naps whenever and wherever I can as well. Sometimes I sleep in my car, and sometimes I’m just too exhausted to eat. I have never been that exhausted to NOT eat before. I think there was one night where I came home from work, and crawled into bed and curled up holding my beloved polar bear and cried
And then, in a few hours, I would get up and get ready for my internship.
But…
At least I’m working hard
I purposely picked this job because I wanted a foundation to build me. I didn’t want to start out with a suit, I wanted a background before spoiling among the filth.
Why, what do you know? I’m actually blogging a real blog entry—something that I haven’t done in years! I found that people dislike these types of entries because it requires reading -lol-
The weather here is getting warmer, and you know what that means? I have nothing to wear.
I mostly just shop for fall/winter wear, it’s actually hard for me to shop for warmer months because I find it to be a hassel. Who likes to have clothes on when it’s above 90 degrees outside?
I forgot to mention, but Disqus (my commenting system) decided to make me switch to the New Disqus, so please remember to leave a link to your blog, if you have one because I’m interested in reading your blog, too!
Otherwise, it’ll be hard for me to look for you.




I’m just kidding, I still adore my camera. It’s just that my pictures aren’t coming out the way I want them to be… I need to buy a photography book.

I’m not even gonna include my $80 grocery purchase…

….. I didn’t blog last week. I was preoccupied with other things and each time I came home from my intern, all I want to do is stare up into space. I’ve been spending a lot on food 
hehe. Oh, a lot of people were asking what I do for my intern, but I didn’t answer because I like to keep that private. It’s nothing super impressive or anything like that. I’m currently still working on some clerical stuff till I work my way up to taking over the world~you know, just the usual stuff 

Today was my first day at my internship and it went surprisingly fast. I really enjoy the people there, which is very rare because I have a distaste for people in a working environment in general.
The lack of spark in people’s eyes when I see them at work really depresses me, but luckily these people seem to really enjoy themselves. I think this profession will fit me quite well. The odd part is that the people there are really impressed with my credentials. I’m pretty sure they’re just being nice, but one person seemed so genuine and impressed that it made me feel really good inside
If he knew my other credential, he would probably flip tables
I’m just kidding, but of course, I’m really not

But I’m a bit too proud to get it tailored -facepalm- I feel like this is something I should be able to do myself. I’m sure if I practice…I can tailor anything!

I did my intern and I’m blogging! Praise me. Oh, and I finished my homework when I got home, too! Albeit, homework was extremely easy, but I didn’t do it in the last minute like I usually do…thus, I deserve praises!

A lazy curtsey to end this post.

Oh, and the blush is really pigmented! Although it looks glittery in the pan, it’s not at all glittery when you apply it on. Instead, it’s more like a light shimmer/brightening effect.





